i’ve learnt something tonight and this is that in this world we are all alone. each individual who walks this earth should not depend on anyone else to pick them up when they fall. If you can’t pick yourself up after trying repeatedly, then thats the end. that’s when you realise you’ve lost the fight. when you realise there is no hope of you ever lifting yourself up and steadying your stance. you can try, oh darl, you can try and try again to get those feet firmly on the ground but you will fail, everytime…even if you think you’ve got the hang of things for a couple weeks. truth is you dont, and theres no one there when you repeatedly fall.