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Tuesday, November 23, 2010

penat.
aku dah penat nk jge hati org.
org cume think tht org tu akn jge prasaan mereke,
but, pernah ke org tu think pulak perasaan org yg
kne jge perasaan mereke tuh??!
wat tha heck all of this kind of people?!
aku dah
try,
try,
n try.
faham kau.
tlg laa weyh,
jgn buat mcm ape yg mereke tuh
dah buat dkt aku.
aku tahu kau xprnh
rase like in my situation.
n i dont think yg kau boleh tahan pon.
but,aku CUBA weyh utk chill
dan LET IT BE.
WHY people susa sgt nk faham
hhhaaa??
tak cukup lagi ke
wat i've prove to u
SELAMANI?
n I'M NOT A LIAR.
suda la weyh.
u put ur trusted to THEM
lebih thn aku.
so, y kau perlu berpurapura
selamani?
wey,u noe wat mean of friend?
they share their probs,
tahu bestfrens?
they share the heart.(ayt kakak kau)
jadi,kau xprlu terasa dgn aku or aku
tahu kau marah aku sbb 'perkara' tu.
but,kalau kau, kau boleh thn ke org wat cmtu
kat kau?
1 more thing,
WHY kau boleh buat sume tu,
aku TAK?
you HEART them,
why not aku HEART thm jgk.
if kau btol2 dan punye btol
syg aku,kau TAK BUAT sume tu.
TAK weyh..
aku TAKNAK kte CHANGED
sbb perkara/mereka tuh.
cukup lah ape yg aku dah ckp dekat
kau selamani.
i noe thats the WRONG WAY
buat mcm tu dgn mereka.
but,thats the ONLY WAY
yg boleh lupekn org mcm tu.
aku dah TAKNAK lg ade
kisah dgn mereka.
tp,aku tahu
yg kau TAK BOLEH buat mcm ape yg aku dah
buat dkt kau,utk aku.
lastly,aku just nk yg kau tahu:
NOBODY's PERFECT.
aku still xberubh sbb prkara tu.
n aku rse kau berubah since bnde tu hppened.
btw,aku HEART kau mcm dulu,
STILL!

SORRY,bebeyh:))
*As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize that everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that
I’ve done things that haven’t occurred yet
and things that they don’t want to take responsibility for

I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know

That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect

I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry for the fact that I’m not aware
Because I’m in
the streets like everyday
I’m sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I’m so proud to call you my girl

I understand that there’s some problems
And I’m not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show

If I can’t apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

I’m sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn’t know what to do
I’m sorry that you had to go and sell those bags
Just trying to stay busy until you heard from dad

And even though pops treated us like kings
He got a second wife and you didn’t agree

He got up and left you there all alone
I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
I’m sorry that your son was once a thief

I’m sorry that I grew up way to fast
I wish I would of listened and not be so bad
I’m sorry that your life turned out this way
I’m sorry that the feds came and took me away

I understand that there’s some problems
And I’m not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show

If I can’t apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
IĆ¢€™ll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

I’m sorry that it took so long to see
But they were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with
Gwen Stefani
I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt
And for the embarrassment that she felt
She’s just a little young girl trying to have fun
But daddy should of never let her out that young

I’m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say

Why doesn’t anybody want to take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I’m just a
singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I’ll take that blame

Even though the blame’s on you
I’ll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me

And you can put that blame on me

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